That was the first time I didn't blame myself for the test which I didn't spend enough time to prepare it.

In my life I always want to get a perfect result. Actually I hate the phenomenon which urges me to do some difficulty things which I haven't prepared enough.

I know what I have paid for the result. If I prepared enough I will full of confident to face it. While I grow up I can responsible for my behavior.

Don't be afraid what it is for the result. Even you failed you still know how to prepare it next time. Don't worry about the thing which is not happen.