During the lunch time today, a classmate from my middle school invited me to meet him in the evening, but I refused on the pretext of other things. I had not seen the classmate for about 10 years. Yesterday, he went to Guangzhou to get together with other classmates and knew that I was also in Shenzhen, so added my WeChat through another classmate in Guangzhou.

I don't like to get together with people, maybe it's my temperament, I'm not good at talking to people, so I always have nothing to say in any occasion, which always makes everyone feel embarrassed and bored. So I always try to avoid any meeting.

I would like to have a change of scenery now, but I wish I could talk to people in English fluently and express myself accurately, you know, I am struggling to achieve the dream now.